I took a HPT today to see if my hormones were dropping and it came back negative. [it must have been due to dilute urine] I think that is a good sign, at least my body is starting to move on. My sister and a friend have called me but it just makes me cry to talk to people right now. How did it happen that we went from waiting at the doc's office to see our embryo's little heartbeat to nothing. What an emotional rollercoaster.